i am broke. flat broke. i have nothing to pay my bills. and i'm lost. this is new to me again. i want to shave my head. i can't even afford a haircut. i can't even afford my own food.
but i feel so content because of the people around me. i know i should still face the realities of life but truth is, i like it like this. i don't care about money. i want to stay like this.
but i that this is temporary. the day will come that the people i am with now will no longer be there whenever i yearn for a walk in the campus or a smoke in my room or a drink in Sarah's. time will come they will move on and I would still be stuck here until I've found new people to do these things with.
so i need to move. i need to move fast. slow is okay. steady is ideal. but it's not reality.
