I feel bad that I didn't handle this as I should have. I have totally neglected my day job because of other projects I had. I am so disappointed with myself it's depressing.
Things are not miserable. The past week has been productive. But on account of something else. If this were any other job I wouldn't have given a single fuck. But boy, have I changed, I'm enjoying my job and I have no intentions of losing it.
I can't believe I'm talking about my day job when there are so many other things going on.
Still, I am not losing this one.
