Looks like I will have to cancel my move to QC. As much as I would like to for convenience, it wouldn't be healthy to live alone.
I might have to go to therapy sessions or something. As much as I hate the thought of admitting this. Well, better than causing a problem (posing a threat) to the people I love.
I'm just making a note of these things while I'm still "down." Something to remind myself of when I'm all riled up again.
BUT MOST OF ALL, TO NEVER FORGET WHAT I LIVE FOR. BOW.
