Notes

I love you and I hate you. I don't know what to do with you.

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Things are becoming more difficult each day for this year. I know I'm not getting tired of whatever this is I'm doing but

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Grabe lang talaga, ang ganda ko dati, bakit ganooooon

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I need to earn money and in order to earn money, I have to use whatever skills I may have. And seeing that I don't have a degree, skills are really all I have. What I need at this moment is HUNGER, I already feel too satisfied with the year that I don't feel the need to do more. I have to stop thinking about experiences in terms of year and start thinking about my age. I am already in my late twenties and there really is no more time to go slow.

This retrograde's main theme has been procrastination. I am already two weeks late with a script, and this has never happened before. I should give more worth to the opportunities that I have. I have been working freelance for about a year now and so far it has been exhausting. But there are bills to pay so I don't really have much of a choice.

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Things are shit.

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