I broke down last night. C called and was bugging me to tell him what happened. Being as he is, he pushed me to an episode. I cried the hardest in a long time and couldn't breathe.
I need more time for myself, to reflect and heal. I am seriously mad at C but I can't do anything. I hate him with all my heart.
I'm not sure what my mood is today but my body hurts and I don't want to move. Well, I guess I haven't gone back up yet.
