Uphill Battles

Can this day get any worse?

I need my meds. Bad.

I was starting to "lighten up". Talking with my roommates. Until I tripped on the electric fan's wire which caused a short circuit and blah and blah and blah.

I am bound to fail in life.

Maybe I need to sleep this off?

We'll see.

Okay, I tried. Also crashed, and burned.

I'm not sure if I should text F. Or do I not like him that much?

We'll see tomorrow, we'll see. I'm sure I can get through one more night.

And I just remembered, loads to do this week. Gaddemit Part 725547.

It's my 13th day today without any sexual action. I know it sound so petty but it's really driving me mad. I need to have sex with someone before I move on with work! I really do. It's going to be a busy week and I really need to relieve unnecessary stress. Gaddemit.

I have no idea how to do this hooking up thing. I'm trying to just follow my instincts, but sometimes I get scared. Like tonight. I think I just passed up on an opportunity.

You'd think being 24 makes it easier to get action.

Oops, I'm turning 25 in less than a month. Damn.

Sex

solid.
'di ko alam kung ma-re-relieve ako o ma-fu-frustrate na kanina pa kami magka-chat hindi pa rin n'ya 'ko yinayaya.
ang dali ko naman palang i-resist. hahaha.
shit.
should i make a move?
hindi rin e. maaga raw s'yang gigising mamaya.
damn.
what is this libido.

i need my mood stabilizer.