I haven't posted in, what, 2 or 3 days? But I have been writing a lot offline. I'm trying to chronicle my life from exactly a year ago. It has helped me view things objectively instead of simply reminiscing and romanticizing them.
The thing with feelings, you can't trust them. It spins you around from loop to loop just to find yourself right back where you started. With writing everything--and I mean everything, down to the most gruesome detail of a one-night stand--I was able to see things as they really were--a series of events and nothing more. And through the process, I found out that the solutions to the things that have been bothering me comes naturally to mind after I've finished writing all about it.
So, I'm thinking of doing the same here. I just feel like it's too risky. But hey, I've already posted more than I should, what's a few more, right?
It starts tonight. If my internet connection cooperates.
