Lazy Writing

• I seriously miss our prod group I can't joke about it anymore.
• I met with a stranger last Saturday.
• I don't think I'd meet with a stranger if I had a choice. Or if I had money. Or the balls to actually ask people out.
• Sometimes I wonder, is it worth telling someone that you like them even though you are sure that they do not like you back? If someone likes you, even if you do not like them, wouldn't you want them to tell you?
• I'm unstable. I need a strategy. I need to get better. Something steady. A routine. Focus on work. No more intoxication and feelings and dramatic fiction. Well, just a bit of dramatic fiction, I guess.
• Honestly, if given the choice to be in a relationship among the guys I like, I would choose none of them.
• I think there's little to no chance that I'd meet another person who would love me as much as my exes did/do. But I'm still really hoping that I would.
• I want to be ready for the right person. This is true.
• Right now, at this very moment, I know where I want to be. I will try my best to get there.
• I belong with my type of crazies. They get me.
• I didn't notice that I have had this knack of talking and meeting with strangers when I'm manic.
• I hope I do not crash yet. I need to work. I need to focus.