Summer Love, Etc.

Absence makes the heart grow the fuck up, and mine is growing more and more in love with you everyday.


This break has been good for me and C. Hooray for that. I think we're finally getting the hang of this. And it's right about time! That's three years of trials and errors right there.

While I would love to write that everything is fine and dandy, the current semi-feudal, semi-colonial society dictates my life to be eternally flawed.

I'm going home tomorrow because I am flat broke. (C is too, I guess, since he said he went over the budget on his trip.) I was banking on the people who owe me money and were supposed to pay me up. Then maybe sell weed. 4/20's coming up, anyway. Tough times require a tough heart. I wish not to dwell on money matters right now (because it's the freakin' summer for crying out loud!) but fact remains, this life is determined by economics.

So. I will try to work this financial thing out first then I'm going to raise hell out of this scorching summer.