She's So Naive

i miss being young with my friends. sigh-those-were-the-days moment alert! 


i know that i should have been financially smarter (or wiser?) the past few months so that I would have breads to shed this summer. but i didn't feel like it. (i sound like a dick, i know.) honestly. the only thing i feel like doing now is wait. wait for what's going to happen next, to what's in store for me;  I even wonder, just what is it that's going to drive me crazy this time. i feel like not moving and just letting it flow, let the universe do what it supposedly does.

i know it is not what is generally conceived as the right thing to do. it's the same laziness exhibited in our very own Juan Tamad tales after all. but it's summer. i can't think of any reason other than that. it is time to relive the ideologies and cultures of the past decades even though we can only try. and try in vain. it reminds us of the beauty of having an open mind and, towards the end of the season, teaches us the importance of having a critical one.

the same thing happens every year. the people, places, and circumstances change. but it is the same idea, same feeling, same smell. these things that make us feel alive. and i say this with a much-needed emphasis, it makes us feel and makes us feel alive.

so, no, don't hold back. life is about to offer you something better than anything you've ever read. life is about to offer itself to you. hakuna matata!