Ang problema, pati pag-iyak hindi ko na makuhang gawin. Hindi ko na kayang gumalaw. Pwede bang hindi na? Pwede bang tangina ng mundo ayaw muna kitang makita?
O pwede rin bang nandito ka na lang sa tabi ko? O sige, kahit sumaglit lang sa isang araw? Kahit saan, kahit papaano, kahit kailan. Pwede bang marinig ko lang na ika'y akin pa rin? Na ika'y hihintayin pa rin? Sa kabila ng lahat, iyon lang; ikaw lang.
12.2.14
9.2.14
99 problems
It feels weird to be happy. I need to gain my ground again because it's going to be a whole day's work tomorrow. There's still a lot of things I have to do for this prod and I shouldn't have smoked.
The only thing I have to figure out now is money. Where and how do I get fast money?
Oh well. I'll leave that for tomorrow. Good night.
Fleeting happiness.
The only thing I have to figure out now is money. Where and how do I get fast money?
Oh well. I'll leave that for tomorrow. Good night.
Fleeting happiness.
8.2.14
It's Friday night and all your friends are at your ex's birthday party
No one and nothing else in the world.
Cellphone rings.
"Hi! Where are you?"
"I just got home"
"Are you going out tonight?"
Kind of planning to kill myself actually. What's up?
"Nah, I'm tired. Are you going to my ex's party?"
"I don't think so. You guys are not going anyway."
"No, they're going! You MUST go."
"Really? Alright, I'll call them up,"
Call ends.
There's nothing to hold on to.
"Hi, baby!"
Nothing.
Hopelessness. It's the worst feeling in the world.
"Where are you?"
"Just finished with rehearsals. Why?"
Can you come over and kill me?
"Nothing. Just bored."
"Are you doing anything tonight?"
No reply.
It's the end of the desert.
"Hey, baby, sorry if I haven't been replying to your texts. Awful lot of things to do. :( Good night. See you soon!"
"It's cool. :) Good night."
"Hey, baby, sorry if I haven't been replying to your texts. Awful lot of things to do. :( Good night. See you soon!"
"It's cool. :) Good night."
The fish is dead.
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