Doubts

Just when you think you have made the right decision, something tells you that maybe you should take a good second look.

Trying.

I'm stuck again. Which if based solely on past experiences, the only chance of getting out is by getting a full-time job. A full-time job where I'll last a few weeks or maybe even months before I burn out and quit. Story of my life.

But.

I'm thinking of trying something different this time. Problem is, I no longer have the will, confidence, and self-esteem for it. I lost all that during to the unfortunate event that is called the year 2011.

So, by next week I will get a full-time job, any full-time job. And then whatevs. I'm not exactly in the generous mood of giving the universe even the slightest fuck. Just not worth it. Oh, goody.

Sistema.

Unang PMS ng taon, bring it on.

Doing my best to control my mood swings. Hormones are on a rampage.  They want to go on a mass killing spree.

Try not to piss me off.

Blah

Blah = my life